i've moved.
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what am i suppose to say when I’m all choked up by those ugly truth?

BIG FAT LIARS!
i swear i have been an idiot/dumb ass for the past one and half year.
god can forgive me for being blind for once because that was my first time but i bet god can't forgive me for the second time because i should be more mature after the first failure.
i chose to ignore my friends' advices and went for you with all my trusts. what i've seen and what i've heard were so true but yet i still chose to trust you, giving you opportunities to fool me again and again. i was really dumb to an extend that i accepted whatever reason you gave. Although there were times when i doubt about you, i never fail to trust you again.so what i've gOt in the end?LIES!

to another loser, i have never seen such a contradicting person like you, you're ridiculous!!!!ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!

GET LOST JERKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

i typed the following in my omnia word mobile yst while waiting for yongtao at Eunos Mrt (she was half an hour late)

"hello, i'm waiting for yingao at Eunos Mrt now. I realise that i spend one third of my life waitng for people, how sad.I always wait for the same person, like the coming lady.In the past, i used to wait for my boyfriend too, but my other friends are awesome because they always wait for me,hahahaha, argh,i feel bored now and i'm observing the people walking pass by, different kind of people, normal one and weird ones, i think i'm consider one of the weirdos,sitting on the marble stove and holding a really huge bag (her present inside). and here comes the first pair, they look kinda of sweet, holding hands and blahblahblah" *vibration,her msg comes in*

this is kinda of lame i know but this is what i'll do when i'm bored.oh well.

i feel so cheated,seriously,wish you @$%&**&^%$^&*%$#@&*^?!^%$#%^&*?*&^!

a happy outng today(:

hopped into the last cabin of the train to meet yingtao, we were so excited to see each other and started talking non-stop without knowing where we were heading to because we didn't really decide where to go. so we reached REDHILL and guess what?we U-TURN-ed back to EUNOS, hahaha, damn lame. headed to our hood,marine parade for dinner and afterwards. yay!it's always happy to go out with her!anyway i did something dumb, i brought my camera along without inserting the memory card-.-.-.-.-.--.-, so couldn't take any photos. (those above were taken by my omnia)

What's coming up next?!

WE'RE GOING TO THE TOY MUSEUM SOOOOONNNNNNNNN!

tata.

photos of yesterday

if you feel so insecure about yourself and your boyfriend, then you either deal with it or shut up,don't try to stir up some shit with other people who didn't even do anything wrong.don't mess up with me.

i'm watching Stephen chow's movie now,fight back to school I, HAHAHA super funny!gosh, he is a legend!i love all his movies,yippie. anyway i curled my hair just now, i think it looks nice,maybe i should curl it permanently?hahaha, i don't know, i always tend to regret after i made certain decision.

i think i had lost my goal in life, it used to be so vivid but i can't seem to see it now. i have't lost my faith in life yet but argh i don't know, i don't have any inspirations to drive me ahead.

something freaking scary happened just now.
it was at 11.40 pm and someone was at my doorstep,pressing my doorbell for like freaking 20 mins and that person, i supposed should be a HE, tried to open my door by turning the door lock!wth!i was freaking scared can!argh!so i called yingtao and she cabbed over immediately with her bf, so sweet of them! but luckily nothin happened in the end.

i wish that i could have a superman boyfriend so if there is anything happen to me, he could fly over to save me immediately!oh well,i should stop dreaming although it's bedtime now,yawn~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Good night world!

first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGTAO!

we're gonna celebrate on Tuesday because she is celebrating with her love love now,hahhaha, anyway i just finished one humongous mango, gosh i'm feeling so so so full now. holidays make me fat, really, but i eat healthier nowadays.

breakfast: bread,egg and milk.Lunch:Rice or Noodles,Dinner: Fruits, lots lots of fruits,Supper: Biscuit and fruits or whatever i feel like eating. i'm really a fruit person, i can eat tons of fruits without getting sick of them.i prefer sweet and watery kind,hahaha. i'm very bored nowadays because number 1, i'm too lazy to touch my piano which really sucks. number 2, i can't work because of the stupid bond. number 3, all my friends are either still schooling or too busy with their business like shifting house, going overseas for holidays-.-. stupid H1N1, otherwise i won't be stuck here.

i did some research today and i found out that many people, especially girls, cannot live without their fringe, because when there isn't any hair on your forehead, people will focus on your features because they'll be clearly showed, fringe tends to distract people's attention.

slanted fringe is the best because it suits almost all types of face shapes and it really gives your look bonus.

i think that hair is really an important element, different hairstyle will give different looks.like me, i can never have bangs again, i look even more blur.i think slanted/centre/no fringe are okay for me.

which one is the best?

xoxo

i was packing my drawer today and i found my many many letters, people around me love to give me letters. i don't really like writing letters/cards but i love to receive them and feeling exciting when reading them, hahahaha. and my dad is super cute, he loves to write me letters,those paper letters sometimes emails too.he writes long ones,really really long ones which can go to several pages, sometimes poems too ,gosh duper cute.ops, i just revealed my dad's lil secret,hahaha.

when you're bored, you'll start to state facts about yourself.

1. i used to hate curry then but i love it now.

2.i used to hate milk then but i drink it everyday now.

3. i always don't know how much money i have in my wallet.

4. i heart fruits big time.

5. i take a lot of pictures of myself.

6. My guy friends said my shorts are too short.

7. i adore vintage style/stuffs.

8.i wanna own a farm, a real one, not facebbok farmville.

9. i don't believe in over-possessive-of-boyfriend.

10. i don't think calling my close friends/guys silly is something wrong.

11.i believe everything happens for a certain reason.

12. i believe that we'll be back to the staring point after walking one whole big round.

13. i have a the world bestest/sweetest girlfriend.

XOXO

Congratulations and big hug to xiaoyue!

i went to yicha music studio for interview today and the in-charge said most probably he is gonna hire me!yippie!hahaha.

wish me luck ya!

i'm gonna revise my theory soooooonnnnnnnnnnn!

tata

how long can a lie actully last?

i didn't look for any jobs today because i was too lazy but i did the big face hello kitty puzzle(above). i thought it was an task but it took me one and half hour to finish it. anyway i'm so gonna look for a job tmrw, i even bought newspaper today, so ya.

i think i lost weight again,argh,i don't wanna lose weight anymore.i'm gonna eat my strawberry and orange now.tata.

YUE,DREA,MIN AND CHLOE

ilovethisphotoalotsoi'mgonnaputitineveryentry

I MET MY FRIENDS TODAY!YAY!
i have been to Orchard Ion really frequent these few days and it is always crowded.
We had this Japanese D.I.Y teppanyaki at Ion and took NEOPRINTS!hahaha, it's been awhile since i last took it.blahblahblah, it was fun!

and it's always nice to see the person whom you wish to see everyday.
anyway, i'm gonna look for a job tmrw, wish me luck ya!


Loves yueyue

and let's do this again because i'm very bord now.

Would your parents be mad if you were in a relationship?

Nah.

Person you last sent a text to?

YINGTAO!

What's irritating you right now?

HER!-.-

How many kids do you want?

2 or 3 ? twins is better

What were you doin' at 11pm last night?

online?

What happened at 10:00 am today?

Zzz

How many hours did you sleep last night?

almost 12 hours!

Does anyone call you baby?

not anymore, oh yah, my mummy?

Did you hug anyone today?

nah.

Would you get married if you could right now?

nah

Are you in a good mood?

nah.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?

eh.YINGTAO

What are you listening to?

nothin

Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?

Yeah.like duh(:

Do you wear glasses?

yah.Glass and Contact lenses

Are you there for your friends?

yah

Do you get along w/ girls?

like duh

Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday?

Mostly beccuase i'm having holidays now

Are you a forgiving person?

yah,forgive but never forget

How is life going for you right now?

not so good

Do you believe what goes around comes around?

Yah

Who was the last person you ate with?

Minjin, Andrea Chloe and Mervin

When was the last time you saw your dad?

6 months ago

Are you mad about anything?

nah

Do you miss anyone?

yah,too many

What was the last thing you did?

tied up my pony tail

Do you hate being alone?

yah, time has changed, this question used to be a "NO" for the answer

Do you drink more water or juice?

Juice!

Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2009?

definately not.

When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?

Long long time ago

Looking forward to something this weekend?

Nah.

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?

YES.

Is there someone you will never forget?

yah,too many.

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[x] Mother

[x] Father

[ ] Brother

[ ] Sister

[ ] Grandfather

[x] Grandmother

[ ] Maid

[x] Aunties

[x] Uncles

[x] Good Friends

[x] Cousins

[x] Girlfriend

[ ] Boyfriend

[x]A Phone in your room

[x] Own Bed

[x] Mobile phone

[x] Own bedroom

[ ] Pets

[ ] Have/had a swimming pool

[ ] Have/had a hot tub

[x] Guest room

[x] Living Room

[x] Own computer

[x] Branded Items

[ ] Own TV

Total: 15

[x]Full size/Queen bed

[x] More than 8 pairs of shoes

[ ] PS2/3

[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP

[ ] Gameboy/Advance

[ ] Gamecube

[ ] xbox/xbox 360

[ ] Wii

[x] Your Own Com

Total so far: 18

[ ] Basketball net/hoop

[ ] Air hockey table

[ ]Pool table

[ ] Ping pong table

[ ] Fooseball table

Total so far:18

[ ] Night stand

[x] Home

[ ] Stereo in bedroom

[ ] DVD player in bedroom/portable

Total so far: 19

[ ] Go shopping at least once a week

[x] Expensive cologne/perfume

[x] AIM/MSN

[x] Camera on phone

[x]i pod

Total so far: 23

[x] Digital Camera

[ ] Guitar/drums/bass guitar

[x] Piano/Keyboard

[ ] Any other instrument

[ ] Been on a cruise

[x] Traveled out of the country

[ ] Traveled out of the continent

[x] Travelled more than ten times

[x] Expensive jewelery

[x] Met a Celebrity

Total so far: 28

[x] Straightener/curling iron

[x] Your clothes cupboard is too full

[x] Have $100 on you right now in your pocket/ wallet

[x] Credit card or atm card or debit card or bank card

[x] Have a lamp in your room

[x] Mirror in your room

Total so far: 33

[x] Window in your room

[ ] Been to Rome

[ ] Been to Japan

[ ] Been to Korea

[ ] Been to Hawaii

[ ] Been to Punta Cona

Total so far: 34

[x] Parents have a car

[ ] Have owned or own a Jet ski/boat

[ ] Had/have Camper

[x] 80+ buddies on facebook/myspace

[x]More than 20 friend requests at facebook

Total so far: 37

[x] Eat out almost everyday

[ ] Been in a limo

[x] Been in a plane

[ ] Always eat at expensive restaurants

[ ] Have been to Disneyland/World

Total: 39

1-22 = Ghetto

23-33 = Average

34-39 = Spoiled Teen

40+ = Upper Class snob

(:

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!

1) Nobody actually tagged me in this note, but I just want to do it because I am super bored now.

2) I like to cover my whole body,including face, with my blanket when I sleep,because i feel secure in that way.

3) I can't sleep well without hugging my teddy bear.

4) I love mint chocolate.

5) My ambition was to be a kindergarden teacher but not anymore.

6) I spend too much time eating. I eat every awhile but always feeling hungry .

7) I love visiting the zoo.

8) I own a farm at Facebook.

9)I love hot/cute babes.

10) I love guys with dimples.

11) I get terrible cramp when I have my period. I HATE IT A LOT.

12) I have blackouts and faint a lot.

13) I love to paint my nails.

14) I know nuts about shopping online, don't laugh!

15) Sometimes, I whine too much but i like it.

16) I used to believe in a lot of things ,like fairytales, like dreams will come true and stuff.

17) I talk to myself, all the time.

18) I find it ridiculous when someone told me to learn from a guy who knew he being was two-timed by his girlfriend and the point which i need to learn from him is he is very understanding becuse he forgives his girlfreind and they love each other more than before.

19)If i find myself can't communicate with someone, i don't bother talking to the person anymore.

20)If you've failed me once, don't try anything with me anymore.

21) I am shortsighted and I don't like wear spects when i don't wear contacts.

22) I'd like to join lessons like cooking and baking, but my friends always think i'll burn the whole house down if i were to cook.

23) I love Stephen Chow's movies a lllllloooooooooooootttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!

24)My guy friends like to disturb me becuase they think it's fun to see my reactions.

25)I believe that you'll be mine one day.

It's the harvest season again

it's been exactly one year.it's the harvest season of the year again, what will i harvest?neither presentable results nor fruitful r'lationship, but at least i will harvest one thing(: everything seems so different from what they used to be.i have grown a lot, became the better, became the worst, only God knows.

i have changed my perspective of seeing things, someone people said i had became complicated, not the simple girl anymore, i doubt because i think you nvr know me well enough.sometimes i think i was really wrong, i had made too many wrong decisionsl but they're alr in the past, what it matters is the present and the future.oh well, this is not a confession session,i shall end here. and lastly i'm a strong girl!.

Bye World

i think i won't be blogging here for awhile.
it's an escape? a rest? or a break from the chaotic mess.

Bye and take care people(:

shit you the biggest loser in the world!

you totally don't worth my time and energy,
reality checks, you are one pathetic lose.

shit you!

ARGH, BITCH!

what's coming up next?!
wohoo~

... ...

pardon me please

F!
the worst shit happened!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if he smiles at you, smile back.

went to school to practise today, gosh school was packed with young talent kids.
anyway, F sharp and B flat minor were bad:(

my face is faatttttttttttt!

this horrible feeling is back again, argh damn it! :(


i don't know what to do , i don't know what do you wanna, i don't know where to go,
someone please lead my way through, i need guidance.

















































I WANT TO GET DRUNK, REALLY!!!!!

it's been awhile since i last drank, argh i feel like getting drunk-.-

cleared all my assighments ytd, felt very relieved, at least i can finally pracitse my piano peacefully.
2 pm, 19th Nov 2009, faster come, faster come!

i can't seem to understand but it's okay beacuse i don't give a shit anymore.
Goodnight, the ugly world.

Does Turkey have a lot of turkey?

when you're in a relationship, you have boyfriend,
when you're single, you have boys and friends.

i was too obsessed by love , i have totally forgotten that there are so many things on the earth which you can do besides falling in love.

p.s falling in love is a bliss but you have to fall in love with the right person other it wise will a misery.




i'll NOT screw up my ps.
Bleah!

blur sotong

gosh, they're uber sweet!

I think this little boy needs specs, hah

busy, busy, busy!

#1.left my house without my wallet yesterday and only realised it after i got on the cab so I told the taxi driver to reverse back to my house and wait for me downstairs while i went up to take my wallet.

#2. dropped my phone inside the grand piano last night at school-.- INSIDE THE PIANO!

#3. brought an empty wallet out today, meaning a wallet without money and cards-.-

gosh, what's wrong with me?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Firstly, big thank you to those who had wished me happy birthday in person, through msg,msn,facebook and phone call. THANK YOU!I received birthday wishes from all over the world!China, Singapore,Thailand, States, Aussie, and London! i'm international!HAHAHA, I had a wonderful birthday!

Honestly speaking, i was not in the mood of celebrating my 18th because of exams, works and blahblahblah but i have wonderful friends!

Had a simple lunch with my besties at Manhartan Fish Market, couldn't stay long becuase i had to rush for composition recital at 2pm.

Yingtao darling came over to NAFA to meet me after my class, guess what?i got a PURPLE HEART-SHAPE ballon.I always want a ballon on my birthday, so here she brought me my first birthday ballon! MUACK! Head to Marina Square for Kbox and dinner afterwards. She gave me a birthday surprise at Kbox, gosh i swear i cried like one idiot, i couldn't take photo with the cake because my make-up was smudged.HAHAHA. I planned to meet Ayayaya for a drink at night but she overslept so i stayed with yingtao darling until the last second of my birthday. We went to esplanade to chill and took photos.Reached home at 1 plus, gosh i was deadly tired but i had a FUN day! Thanks darling!(:

Loves yueyue

ps. the hot pink ipod nano is pretty, thanks.