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what am i suppose to say when I’m all choked up by those ugly truth?

BIG FAT LIARS!
i swear i have been an idiot/dumb ass for the past one and half year.
god can forgive me for being blind for once because that was my first time but i bet god can't forgive me for the second time because i should be more mature after the first failure.
i chose to ignore my friends' advices and went for you with all my trusts. what i've seen and what i've heard were so true but yet i still chose to trust you, giving you opportunities to fool me again and again. i was really dumb to an extend that i accepted whatever reason you gave. Although there were times when i doubt about you, i never fail to trust you again.so what i've gOt in the end?LIES!

to another loser, i have never seen such a contradicting person like you, you're ridiculous!!!!ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!

GET LOST JERKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

i typed the following in my omnia word mobile yst while waiting for yongtao at Eunos Mrt (she was half an hour late)

"hello, i'm waiting for yingao at Eunos Mrt now. I realise that i spend one third of my life waitng for people, how sad.I always wait for the same person, like the coming lady.In the past, i used to wait for my boyfriend too, but my other friends are awesome because they always wait for me,hahahaha, argh,i feel bored now and i'm observing the people walking pass by, different kind of people, normal one and weird ones, i think i'm consider one of the weirdos,sitting on the marble stove and holding a really huge bag (her present inside). and here comes the first pair, they look kinda of sweet, holding hands and blahblahblah" *vibration,her msg comes in*

this is kinda of lame i know but this is what i'll do when i'm bored.oh well.

i feel so cheated,seriously,wish you @$%&**&^%$^&*%$#@&*^?!^%$#%^&*?*&^!

a happy outng today(:

hopped into the last cabin of the train to meet yingtao, we were so excited to see each other and started talking non-stop without knowing where we were heading to because we didn't really decide where to go. so we reached REDHILL and guess what?we U-TURN-ed back to EUNOS, hahaha, damn lame. headed to our hood,marine parade for dinner and afterwards. yay!it's always happy to go out with her!anyway i did something dumb, i brought my camera along without inserting the memory card-.-.-.-.-.--.-, so couldn't take any photos. (those above were taken by my omnia)

What's coming up next?!

WE'RE GOING TO THE TOY MUSEUM SOOOOONNNNNNNNN!

tata.

photos of yesterday

if you feel so insecure about yourself and your boyfriend, then you either deal with it or shut up,don't try to stir up some shit with other people who didn't even do anything wrong.don't mess up with me.

i'm watching Stephen chow's movie now,fight back to school I, HAHAHA super funny!gosh, he is a legend!i love all his movies,yippie. anyway i curled my hair just now, i think it looks nice,maybe i should curl it permanently?hahaha, i don't know, i always tend to regret after i made certain decision.

i think i had lost my goal in life, it used to be so vivid but i can't seem to see it now. i have't lost my faith in life yet but argh i don't know, i don't have any inspirations to drive me ahead.

something freaking scary happened just now.
it was at 11.40 pm and someone was at my doorstep,pressing my doorbell for like freaking 20 mins and that person, i supposed should be a HE, tried to open my door by turning the door lock!wth!i was freaking scared can!argh!so i called yingtao and she cabbed over immediately with her bf, so sweet of them! but luckily nothin happened in the end.

i wish that i could have a superman boyfriend so if there is anything happen to me, he could fly over to save me immediately!oh well,i should stop dreaming although it's bedtime now,yawn~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Good night world!

first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGTAO!

we're gonna celebrate on Tuesday because she is celebrating with her love love now,hahhaha, anyway i just finished one humongous mango, gosh i'm feeling so so so full now. holidays make me fat, really, but i eat healthier nowadays.

breakfast: bread,egg and milk.Lunch:Rice or Noodles,Dinner: Fruits, lots lots of fruits,Supper: Biscuit and fruits or whatever i feel like eating. i'm really a fruit person, i can eat tons of fruits without getting sick of them.i prefer sweet and watery kind,hahaha. i'm very bored nowadays because number 1, i'm too lazy to touch my piano which really sucks. number 2, i can't work because of the stupid bond. number 3, all my friends are either still schooling or too busy with their business like shifting house, going overseas for holidays-.-. stupid H1N1, otherwise i won't be stuck here.

i did some research today and i found out that many people, especially girls, cannot live without their fringe, because when there isn't any hair on your forehead, people will focus on your features because they'll be clearly showed, fringe tends to distract people's attention.

slanted fringe is the best because it suits almost all types of face shapes and it really gives your look bonus.

i think that hair is really an important element, different hairstyle will give different looks.like me, i can never have bangs again, i look even more blur.i think slanted/centre/no fringe are okay for me.

which one is the best?

xoxo

i was packing my drawer today and i found my many many letters, people around me love to give me letters. i don't really like writing letters/cards but i love to receive them and feeling exciting when reading them, hahahaha. and my dad is super cute, he loves to write me letters,those paper letters sometimes emails too.he writes long ones,really really long ones which can go to several pages, sometimes poems too ,gosh duper cute.ops, i just revealed my dad's lil secret,hahaha.

when you're bored, you'll start to state facts about yourself.

1. i used to hate curry then but i love it now.

2.i used to hate milk then but i drink it everyday now.

3. i always don't know how much money i have in my wallet.

4. i heart fruits big time.

5. i take a lot of pictures of myself.

6. My guy friends said my shorts are too short.

7. i adore vintage style/stuffs.

8.i wanna own a farm, a real one, not facebbok farmville.

9. i don't believe in over-possessive-of-boyfriend.

10. i don't think calling my close friends/guys silly is something wrong.

11.i believe everything happens for a certain reason.

12. i believe that we'll be back to the staring point after walking one whole big round.

13. i have a the world bestest/sweetest girlfriend.

XOXO

Congratulations and big hug to xiaoyue!

i went to yicha music studio for interview today and the in-charge said most probably he is gonna hire me!yippie!hahaha.

wish me luck ya!

i'm gonna revise my theory soooooonnnnnnnnnnn!

tata

how long can a lie actully last?

i didn't look for any jobs today because i was too lazy but i did the big face hello kitty puzzle(above). i thought it was an task but it took me one and half hour to finish it. anyway i'm so gonna look for a job tmrw, i even bought newspaper today, so ya.

i think i lost weight again,argh,i don't wanna lose weight anymore.i'm gonna eat my strawberry and orange now.tata.